Seedz for Your Soul

God was calling me this whole time and I never answered the phone, I kept sending Him to my voicemail. It took some angels of God who I love dearly, to give me His message and now I will answer Him. For quite some time now, I haven't gone to visit the Lord at His house. I was afraid to accept what I believe He has planned for me. I think God has had enough of me putting my answer off and with my stalling. He has given me many obstacles and signs that have pretty much driven me towards Him. God, I believe I am ready for your will. Whatever you have planned for my life, I will accept with open arms. Lord, I AM READY, your prodigal son has returned: --I have recklessly forgotten Your glory, O Father; And among sinners I have scattered the riches which You gave to me. And now I cry to You as the Prodigal: I have sinned before You, O merciful Father; Receive me as a penitent and make me as one of Your hired servants.-- Christ had called me once and I answered, like he did with Peter

Ahhh, just as I thought the walls were closing in on me and I was feeling like there was no way out, but the wrong way....God shines through the darkness and reminds me that HE will never quit on me. Praise you LORD!! Things have been going rough for me these last few weeks. First thing that occurred was my truck being on the verge of repossession. We were at a point where we didn't know what to do, I didn't want to burden my family with financial pleas, as I have done it many times already and they have there own issues to worry about. So after my wife and I got off the phone, I asked God for some kind of sign that He was here....and lo and behold, a while later my wife calls and informs me that the bank was able to wait another 2 weeks until we pay them, holding off the repo. GOD WAS WITH US. Next about a week later, I'm at my cousin's house doing some work, we get ready to leave to get some things done and my truck battery completely dies on his driveway, no juic